One of those days

One of those days
I just wonder
I just think
I just watch

It's one of those days where I wonder if
I should have said one thing sooner,
If things would be different,
If I just wasn't around,
If I changed

It's one of those days where I just think if...
I said the wrong thing,
If I grew up different,
If I back off,
If I looked and acted different

It's one of those days where I just watch
You leave and screw with me later,
life just go by me
What happens when im not around
People be so judgmental....

But life goes on even if your
Confused
Alone
Happy
Excited
In love
or not
Left out


I guess that's just the way it goes.....